Monday, August 31, 2009
the case of (mine own) weak willpwr

i am a very unproductive person in an unproductive mood but with a desire to have a completely different attitude. it is very unfortunate to be such a person like i am.
eh. want to be unproductive can always be unproductive at another time right. not now -.-

i fail, and i fail, and i failed again. i'm doing a great job (yes yes). i'm not saying my life has no more hope. maybe if i had ___then, it would have been different. but that's a very sad thing to say!

If, of all words of tongue and pen,
The saddest are, "It might have been,"
...


(an encore)

10:27 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

wasting time away. mock UN gave me something to anticipate; now week 10 is round the corner, so im dreading the workload. facebook is a time waster. i think i took the wrong laptop charger home. no, actually i really took the wrong laptop charger home. until now nobody else noticed their laptop chargers are different than before.
damn i miss my laptop charger. i'm that personal with my things. they're my territory.
fricking chinese O's. im on the verge of giving up already.
but tenacity can be quite beneficial yknow. so...
whatever.

i want my laptop charger back.

9:21 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Millenium Theater

"21st century here we go!"

12:41 AM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
life's hard to live *wow, charming!*

1. costumes and props for teachers' day celebrations will be hard to get. oh dear.

2. i dont like the sound of disciplinary action, but i have more to lose if i give up now.

3.
Bandwagon's full, please
catch another

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8:49 PM

The Great Gatsby

i like a certain war poet by the name of Wilfred Owen (yes, the dude who wrote Dulce et decorum est).

12:03 AM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Listening to: Sting - Englishman in New York. powered by imagination.

if you thought ____, think again.
e.g. if you thought it was over, think again.

i'm listening to____ and it makes me want to _____.
e.g. i'm listening to britney spears and it makes me want to laugh.

i'm mugging for chemistry without the chemistry notes (that i actually need).
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i've just added one friend on mixpod.com!

9:19 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009
twisted and deranged

crying lightning sounds like lady gaga, or maybe its just me -.-




no i think i hear autotune in everything i hear.

1:38 AM


ate lots -.- will control appetite.

muse is releasing a new album on september.

wow.

Ladies and gentlemen
Welcome to tonight's show
The Millenium Theater
Asks that you do not smoke
Please turn off your cellphones
And forget what you think you know
lol this was how my blogposts looked like last time.

12:53 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

people's moodswings affect me quite negatively, but i still enjoy Macbeth.

i enjoy reading my previous posts. too.
because i was more poetic (and self-pitying) then. hahahahahahahahahahhahahaaaaa.

11:37 PM

oops i did it again.

hi i am a chemistry criminal.
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Staff Tiong Li Ping Cindy to 09y4j
show details Aug 17 (2 days ago)


Dear 4J,

Below are the observations made during your titration practical test. Please learn from your mistakes and remember not to commit to the same mistakes the next time.

Mistake #1: Funnel on the burette when adjusting "0" reading
Mistake "committers": Su Mei, Cassandra, Marcus, Charmaine

Mistake #2: Rubber tubing not positioned at the middle of the burette clip, but at the edge
Mistake "committers": Bin Bin, Cassandra, Charmaine, Cheng Ling, Amanda, Ziyan, Li Hui, Jolene

Mistake #3: Burette clip was not at the centre of the rubber tubing
Mistake "committers": Rachel Cassandra

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.
.
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wow.
in case nobody knew, im a repeat offender -.-
however i didnt expect my name to appear on such an email message -.-

at least i'm not the only one! people at my table all kena.
hopefully no more burettes for chem prac >:/

11:04 PM

tools of the (torturing) trade (or profession)

this morning was terribly good. have you ever tasted really dark chocolate? my tongue was dying for those few seconds (: and there's the really strong lingering aftertaste. ugh. oh and some people ate them in chunks. and they were scrambling for water after that ahahahaha. amanda's a sadist.


the packaging looks really nice though.

i hope amanda buys something to share with the whole class again :D :D :D

8:52 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
this is not a literary essay

this site doesnt get many unique visitors per day, because:
1. where are the picture spams?
2. where are the opinions?
3. WHERES THE HUMOUR? D: the sarcasm, the cynicism, the everything everybody (might) expect to see!
4. complete english, whattheheck?
5. fangirling? fictionwriting? iconmaking? layoutmaking? fashiondesigning? stylemagazines? foodrecommendations? movie/theatrereviews? hobbyrelatedblogging? i recommend livejournal. and rottentomatoes.com.
6. this is not a complaint site, but this site's dedicated with a thousand and one tons of complaints. what was the webmistress doing?
7. what kind of content am i reading? what were you blogged yesterday? (why so serious?)
8. ?!?!?! why so demoralising?
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now, you read this post, and if you have been so dedicated to the point of getting RSS feeds from this space, thank you. actually it doesn't matter if you gotten any RSS feeds. just racking up the visitor statistics button would do.

i was merely trying to find a reason (like i almost always do), to justify why i dont get 300000000000000000000000 visitors per day, why i most likely wouldnt get money from putting up a nuffnang ad on my blog, why i dont find red-revolver-riots entertaining, etc. i definitely cmi at celebrity blogging. hah. hmm i dont want to be the next xiaxue or perez hilton, lol. imagine if starting tomorrow i dedicate red-revolver-riots to hollywood gossip or red carpet fashion police. red-revolver-riots wouldn't be mine anymore. (i might even take up the invitation to set up a tumblr site!)
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write with a black pen, write in black ink, p l e a s e. extra bonus for cursive handwriting reminiscent of the 19th century.

9:39 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009
seasons of love (2)

how do you measure a year?

10:39 PM

seasons of love (remember the RENT musical?)

just please, make time laspe, make the world around me move, make the ground shake, make make make. the news can give me all the spazz about elections and disaster relief. in the end, to a student who is totally unaffected like me, in the end, they end up as case studies on our textbooks and revision lists, and all for what????
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why do people write the words 'IBM' using nanotech?
for fun!
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but we don't study these monsters which kill people for fun. its not fun in the first place, and i'm sure these incidents end up as lessons to learn to prevent more attacks/damages from disasters in the future. im quite sure. they better come up with a better warning system (for quakes or tsunamis) soon.
its not fun when people die.
but its getting more normal each day, and i don't know what to make out of it.
i might die tomorrow!

Matthew 6: 33, Matthew 6: 34

yeah. on second thoughts, let me live today.

make the world around me move, man. make
t i m e l a p s e.

10:20 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009
weekend war.

i really like visiting how-to websites. maybe i should get one of those handy (insert topic here) for dummies yellow book! that'll be cool!
my mum got some handmade wine from her friend and she won't tell me who her awesome friend is ): i hope she gets the recipe soon :D

haven't wrote a word for fieldwork report. argh.

there must really have been a 'dearth of jobs' for geography graduates if Harvard graduates start lecturing singaporean students on earthquakes. lol, and i heard she's training to be a teacher -.- to teach more graduates! cool!

i like slacking. thats how this blog gets daily updates. plus jn migrated to tumblr.com, because 'blogger is not behaving'; whywhywhy?! we aren't very well-behaved as well (what).

10:49 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
!!!!!!!!!!

went to do assessment tests on ecareers.sg (suddenly i started worrying about my future ):) and it suggested that i should go be a chemical engineer and it suggested that i might be interested in related fields of work! i don't want to work already thank you.
that was based on my ability. the one based on my interest suggested i should go be a photographer, but that's another oh no i think i should redo the (100+) questions to make sure they got it right kind of situation.

set design, set design! costume design! oh dear! my dad's occupation overworks his brains all day long, and he got lots of white hair already. i hope his hairline isn't receding, but it seems to be -.- his older brother in SAF still has a head of black hair can. no receding hairline -.-
see how that overworking the brain is also taxing on the body?!

argh the entry requirements for a degree related to design/arts requires a portfolio of masterpieces, if not its an interview -.- obviously i don't have any.

maybe i should just suck up and take an engineering course and save the world.

"Everyone's special, Dash."


"Which is another way of saying no one is."


maybe.

11:43 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009
happy nat'l day (:

never:
drink, then eat cheesecake within a 6 hour span.

thats lots of calories ):

do:
go for muscle and cardio workouts.

they burn off the calories.
---
happy national day (: i woke up at 11am z.






went to celebrate a birthday + nat'l day, and the whole family who hosted us kept going:
"Just Relax!"

so when i asked for a very mild margarita (foreground), their son was all, "just relax!", and gave me one which wasnt-.- i ditched it. and when my mum was fussing over something (i forgot), the host said "just relax!" and everything was "just relax!"



what an attitude lol. i wish i could do the same.





the shophouse is really european-ish. oh that time we were actually outside a wine shop.
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will be going to saturday night service now, hope i can make it! its at redhill, wth -.- i havent settled it with my mum! D:


okay i dont think i can workout today cause of my family and me -.-
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(45 minutes later)
did i workout? not really.

im getting very uptight about mugging ):
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if you thought autism was something to avoid, think again. i know social stigmas are really not neccessary haha. i met some autistic people ytd at e party and they were really cool. this guy who was more talkative was 20yrs old btw and has an imba memory. he rmb my face after only one meeting more than half a year ago and according to others his memory is like an elephant and he likes singing songs he can rmb. imba can. i didnt even know he's autistic until people told me. and he can play up till medium mode of guitar hero (and i got pwned at beginner :x) oh and he sang Sweet Home Alabama for one of the gigs on career mode.
so, yknow, i see so many people pretending to be autistic and its a very inaccurate representation. just buy more of those charity stuff to support autism already.

11:42 AM

Saturday, August 8, 2009














to remember me (and chelsia) by. heh. photo doesnt show the white pattern rachel drew on my cheek D:
where do you get facial crayons? they're really fun to play around with.

btw bruno is damn gay and i kept seeing his face in the toilets. wl.

i didnt expect these people to read blogs :x

4:20 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009
i miss eating burgers, but i ate beefchillicheesefries today

today was one of the best national day celebrations i ever had! (NO CONCERT HAHAHA)
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SnakeEyes should remove his visor!
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i wanted to have my eyes painted (face painting) like the cannibal version of jack sparrow in dead man's chest but i didn't do that ):



ended up looking like mr pringle in the end.
handlebar moustaches are so hip :D



somehow amanda thinks i look like the devil. i didn't mean for such resemblance!
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I LEARNT MAHJONG HURRAY :D sherwin and isabel taught me :D :D :D isabel doesn't look like she can play but she can k. i got loads of beginner's luck! but left early ):
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we left (most of) our face drawings intact when we left school too (esp chelsia)! everyone was looking at us lol. i shall wait for chelsia to upload on facebook (the dead account z) fyi facebook grew by 157% last year alone! heard it on radio (thanks to class 95 morning express; really great DJs whoo!) okay that was random, can use for LA essays (:
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not really good looking poses, but the mosaic function was really fun to play around with :D
chelsia looked classic in the first one though! red noses/korean-circle-shaped-makeup-on-cheeks are also hip.

sidenote: hope we dont get pimples; and don't take photos on the road.

8:46 PM


spent 3 hours on compo, again -.- i discovered that using deodorants to wipe off ink stains from the table is effective, except for the deodorant smell.
its weird, using deodorants to clean furniture.

well! do ignore the fact that i use deodorant to clean my table, please!

1:02 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009
oh chariot!

Staring at a maple leaf
Leanin' on the mother tree
I said to myself we
all lost touch

if today was a flop, will tomorrow be better? (no) if i sleep in class, would it help to dunk my whole head with water? (no) or ice? (no) if i don't listen, will it be better if you cut out my ears? (no) will mere discussing solve the problem? (no) so i conclude nothing, and we shall all adjourn for sine die!

p.s. chinese lesson today was lol.

10:28 PM

Monday, August 3, 2009
rant

i recorded my voice and listened to the recording, all to utterly convince myself that my voice carried no distinctive accent, or pronunciation, or a certain quality such that it would be obvious that there is no other voice than mine.

like, uh. alan rickman. but he had a speech deficiency!

its not much of a worry actually, my voice -.-
i worry more about my actions and speech and what not! its really stupid! rachel worries about how her handwriting looks like, and i thought she was thinking too much. i guess i'm thinking too much too!

meanwhile,
1. i really want to do drama at A levels but i'm worried (ahem, thinking too much) about being in ACJC or VJC. ahaha. maybe i should do IB!

2. i really want to go study overseas, in UK (maybe?). phillipines crossed my mind too, but then i might as well stay put here in sg since both phillipines and sg are SEA countries.
i confess, i'm afraid to go to US to study cause of the guns.

3. i really want to be multilingual, so that i can survive living/studying/working in any country. (think Sweden, Spain, Turkey, Russia, Japan, France, Austria! all different languages!)

4. mr teo showed that even if you failed chemistry/art/your favourite subject, you still stand a chance to work as a school staff (i don't understand how people can handle being teachers).

6:48 PM

Saturday, August 1, 2009
anxiety killed

bottletree park = really cool kampung :D they have weird stuff like fruit and vegetable garden and imported bottle trees and fishing ponds and racing tracks for mini remote controlled cars. and there's really a kampung there :x


there's not much homework, only that i take very long to complete chinese ones -.- O lvls! ):


sidenote: rachel booked the jamming room! :O

8:00 PM