today:
1. PP is also an acronym for pink pill.
2. sometimes i feel thankful for my class. like relieved. whew.
3. mugged w rachel the chairperson O: so long nv really interacted w her so its nice. whoohoo and she knows eeling cause they were from the same school and she knows rebecca for the same reason and so eeling should know rebecca and *rambles on* this is so cool!
4. "don't let the sun set on your anger." or something like that. ed silvoso, argentinian (?)
5. "be thorough in the small tasks and opportunities."
6. "WOAHHHHHHHH/We're halfway there/WOAHHHHHHHH/livin' on a prayer"
7. "But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect," 1 peter 3:15
8. don't swear and curse cause lady macduff says the swearers should die.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Macbeth quote
"Receive what cheer you may;
The night is long that never finds the day."
-:
1. "Revival" is a big word. (i see a near revival stirring)
2. life goes on (as in yingying's blog), so i shall wait.
3. i'm not alone. :D
4. peishan loves me (though i have to share her love). ty (srly). (:
5. i made a new friend, her name is Karis and she listens to Muse and Paramore but she doesn't listen to BP but that's not my problem. :D she learnt how to swear though (!!!)
6. school is so troublesome. why can't i school-from-home or sthg like those dudes who work-from-home?
7. but i'm not alone still. :D
8. i felt devastated during service/sermon today cause the sermon overwhelmed me like WHOA *keels over* and tell the truth i dont think im bold enough to like obey.
9. maybe its cause some people 'dare to dream' and others dare to take action and im the former.
10. but i want to be in both categories (human greed)
11. i feel like talking to sheryl and tesia and people whom i used to talk to lately.
12. and i want to visit Jadon and Sherry.
13. and watch V for Vendetta at their house.
14. and sentosa (i want/need exercise)
15. as a tracker im super off form now duh.
16. i want to be liberated from my bonds. i seek liberation, and freedom (and justice and peace and joy and yada ya all that stuff like greenpeace activists)
17. greenpeace activists. hmm.
18. and i want to make my holidays meaningful.
19. and God. He can make sermon overwhelm me. His words overwhelm me.
How do i live?
20. ): i feel a very nourishing sadness haha so bye.
"Angels are bright still, though the brightest fell.
Though all things foul would wear the brows of grace,
Yet grace must still look so."
(dont need to read all quotes)
10:33 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
life is like a dream
yknow sometimes i wished i've more friends like that.
shall concentrate on what kind of friend am i instead. havent touched mole. was slacking/doing macbeth song titles all along. what an interesting failure. but "success has been cruel to me", and it continues so. now i shall pull my weary self together, and aye, get strength from God for my fragile mind.
i yearn to sense the beauty of things. see hear taste touch smell whoo!
12:04 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
d'arvit
happy birthday jianing. (:
i cant bloody sign into messenger and i cant bloody concentrate on mole cause i cant sign in and i know its supposed to be in reverse order ie i should be able to concentrate on mole if i cant sign in but my computer is a crap machine now and i still wont concentrate on mole.
and its perfectly ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhokay or so i hope cause people said mole test is easy, and hey i want a break ):
messenger still stinks, its telling me that the 'service is currently unavailable' i cant accept this.
its the second day so far.
okay i retyped my password and i got in. now i shall just appear offline(bloody hell why the big fuss since i'll still be like offline anyway.)
(: now i think i can concentrate on chemistryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy; happy birthday(!), thank God for you(!)
9:14 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
no rhyme nor reason why
"One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys (men) got up to fight,
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other,
One was blind and the other couldn't see
So they chose a dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "hooray!"
A paralysed donkey passing by,
Kicked the blind man in the eye,
Knocked him through a nine inch wall,
Into a dry ditch and drowned them all,
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
And came to arrest the two dead boys,
If you don't believe this story’s true,
Ask the blind man he saw it too!"
4:42 PM
brooding, but useless
got cca points thingy back. ie statastical proof that "what you build you laid to waste", even if its a puny sandcastle.
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I only see my dreams in everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on everything that I love
Cold like some magnificant skyline
Out of my reach but always in my eyeline
shan't complain. good job to those with friggin awesome cca/cip records O:
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
4:22 PM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
hello now i want more albums now 'cause now they're coming out one by one but you see i'm going to be bankrupt if i continue so would someone kindly buy me a sweet little album from the stores of uk(?) okay i didn't think anyone would volunteer. HEY i want the cold hard cash. zz.
SPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORYSPIRALLING INTIMACY PERFECT SYMMETRY MERCURY IDEA FOR A STORY
12:50 AM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
and that reminds me. i havent watched Juno yet. (emphasis: yet).
11:52 PM
melancholic is the new sanguine
HAHAHA. completed album cover.
HAHAHA HAHAHA. got HAARP LIVE FROM WEMBLEY BABY.
This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the
first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the
war that’s never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother
waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son
HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA. Jadon has entered this (cruel) world (and others would have left).
oh and BY THE WAY,
this night is a night worth dancing for. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
11:26 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
annoyance, deception and intercession
this is a place where the limits of my tolerance are stretched till the very ends of the earth. im suffocating comfortably in this room, thanks alot.
shan't share details, like i ever share details at all, like i ever share at all.
similarly i don't feel like going out tmr but some choices are compelling and some people choose to stick up for the stuff they don't believe in. really stupid people; me. and i don't want to ever return again, but some decisions are disgusting and yes--there's not much of a room to negotiate. so--it may seem like forever, but it won't be forever (i will not entertain deception). sometimes i want to leave like Lot and not turn back.
bitter comfort comes as white as a lie, but it won't be forever, it may take your lifetime, but it won't be forever. this comfort is bitter.
but you know what, i'm not any less guilty than the rest.
Labels: till their madness
11:08 PM
annoyance is
curse curse curse, i live in a very noisy world. bloody hell what's wrong with 'em who can't shut their trap up, swearing upon their empty skulls and intruding the very tranquility of me.
brother is a very good example of testing the limits of my tolerance. annoying annoying annoying i hope he'll grow up soon so yeah maybe he'll shut up more and he'll go out with his friends more.
11:01 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
cryptonites tease the monkeys
Who wants to sleep in the city that never wakes up?
11:37 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
i want to watch a movie.
i can wait till next year for the awesome ones like public enemies or the watchmen.
its 3rd september, Jadon's going to come out soon. ask Jadon to come quick.
10:14 PM
wistful children
i did very little but today i went for tuition and realised that school's teaching of trig sucks - but at least they taught trig - and fortunately, this school is not independent.
but i have to mug, soon, or now, and i will own. very time consuming and wasting, but the poor citizens of Bethleham will make me feel content: "From the mattress to work, from the work to the matress. My life is no life." well, at least i have a bed. that should sweeten things up.
but bethleham is a sad tale to tell.
9:33 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
"my existence does not seem to exist"
tomorrows the start of a new day, but now its the end of today! pray you keep your soul.
slept at 1plus, woke at 6plus, waited till 8plus, mug/watch others mug till 3, cell, slack, go home. the rain was frigging wet, but of course rain has to be wet. spent money. macs, arcade, bowling.
don't waste your time or time will waste you
everybody's listening to the wrong radio, do they know that's the wrong radio? oh man, please, they need major correction. 7 gifts are stated as with the 7 mountains.
the rain is very cold.
9:47 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
made ic.
concentric zone models drive me nuts.
9:48 PM
I'm sitting in a room,
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it
I said let's see you walk it
12:45 AM
