MERRY CHRISTMAS! JESUS CHRIST WAS BORN TO SUFFER FOR US, SO LETS ELIMINATE SANTA FOREVER. the whole idea of santa are for children, at most. but now we have almost everybody thinking about santa its infuriating, we don't even stand to gain anything. not even bloody presents which santa's supposed to come down your chimney and put into your sock, like as if we have bloody chimneys in singapore anyway.
well, the weather today was imba, it was showers and cool breeze. visited dad's friend's house, stayed from lunchtime till midnight :x usually stayed till morn. but not this year haha. consumed alot of calories. spaghetti, crackers, screwdriver, crackers, tangerines, cheesecake, screwdriver, crackers, tangerines, dinner, cheesecake, champange. eh seriosuly there's nothing to do except listen to adults talk, and on the table were food, so everybody was eating, drinking, talking. they do that for who-knows-how-many-hours, i just eat. then went to play video games with the others, tomb raider was making me dizzy, ugh. then went to listen to adults, then more video games lol. and a bit of vodka martinis and roasted rice tea thrown in here and there.
ROASTED RICE TEA WAS FANTABULOUS ESP IT WAS HOT WHEN THE TEMPERATURE WAS LOW.
i didn't mean to use 'fantabulous' it just came out of my mind. :/
i know these sort of posts are crap but i have always been going that house since like, four or five? the people and atmosphere are great (but i guess they believe in santa more than jesus), every year christmas won't feel like christmas without them. anyway today i just found out the house was near buona vista dhs campus, when we left the house and went outside to the main road, drove for a few more minutes and-voila-holland area. took me 2 years to realise that, lag. if i didn't lag, who knows i could've walked/took bus to that house (dub: St. Jt Power Station lol)
so that's how i usually spend christmas; this is a really proper english post and all, like im going to pass it up to teachers, and is really very lame to blog like this but ugh i don't really want to care i want to sleep right now because i'm tired.
anyway i've been reading my primary school mates blog and one of them (those sort who blog in a proper formal english full sentences with punctuations and no grammar mistakes) went to somewhere in sg and walked into some cosplay event HAHAHAHA HE TOOK PHOTOS AND THE PEOPLE WERE DRESSING UP LIKE IN BLEACH. okay it may not be funny but its funny. people carrying swords and bows and wearing costumes hmm haha.
it's december 25th after all, christmas is jesus's birthday. i'm not saying this for the others who would read this (this para i mean, NOT THE TOP PART THE TOP PART WAS BORING) i'm really telling this to myself. maybe cause christmas has been really empty all along with all the partying and drinking, but at the end of the whole thing while im at home by myself i need to remind myself its a celebration of good news and love, and a season of giving and thanksgiving, somehow i need to feel that there is a meaning in a Bethlehem baby lying in a manger. pacification, assurance, whatever.
oh, christmas.
Labels: and carols
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
today's dialogue
few weeks ago i told my brother that king solomon had 1000 wives.
and today he was all, " eh king solomon have how many..."
and i thought he was going to say "wives".
but he was like, "how many daughters?" and i was all dumbfounded and laughed anyway, then the next question was "and how many sons?" and it was more laughable. "why did you laugh?"
oh no, no idea i just wanted to, natural reaction, can't i?
today's the eve of christmas eve, argh holidays will end soon. its not about whether i've completed homework, its about having to undergo a year of secondary four.
i can't complain much about it either. "can't", as in, its really stupid complaining about this sort of things (though that'll be what i do next year).
10:13 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
eh my brother went jetskiing in phuket ): and go karting. but he's the only child there.
hahahhahhaha they're back.
next time i go holiday w them hahhahahha.
11:52 PM
heard
Life by
des'ree on the radio, and man, was the tune catchy! the lyrics are very silly though, at least it fits in with the tune so its okay.
i mean, like:
Ooh, I get the shivers
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's a sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news
so yea. its a really catchy happy tune still.
and we sang some
gloria in excelsis deo song in service today, christmas service.
somehow christmas does not feel like christmas if i don't follow my dad to his friend's parties (and get some presents) :D
somehow christmas is not christmas with a party with turkey and liquor and countdowns.
for me.
because im used to it.
argh i should stop. anyway i'm listening to some japanese stuff now, they make me want to go japan.
yes, i take back my words about not liking japan okaaaaaaaaay. (i still don't like their crowds).
10:55 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
eh cool i feel like donating my blood one day, minimum age 16, below 18 need parental consent. hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa.
somehow i was thinking that the process might not hurt at all.
and i feel bad about not donating money, so i might as well donate blood.
hah, i think i'll freak out if one day i really go donate.
oh yes blood donaters need to be over 45kg. and there are so many criterias i don't know if i can pass them all.
did i mention that i have tuition tmr? argh.
and did i mention that the blood type diet thing is (a sort of) fad?
oh and sermon is going to be about obsession, ok i think im obsessed about blood types.
8:51 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
wind and rain wind and rain.
trees swayyyyyyy.
EH MY MUM TOLL ME THAT SHE SAW A DHS GIRL IN YEAR3 CAMP SHIRT IN THE ESTATE AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN HER, PRESUMELY MY NEIGHBOUR, AFTER THESE YEARS.
4:32 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
pardon me for lagging,
harry potter actor rob knox died at 18 from being stabbed because he intervened in a fight to protect his brother?
oh gosh i'm impressed. nothing much to say though.
11:23 PM
psalm 23
1The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
received an email about this so im starting to think that its a nice hymm/psalm/poem now hahahaha.
10:05 PM
connection is slow. anyway i wanted to say that there are two kinds of rotting. the first kind is rotting and going skinnier everyday and the other kind is the kind where your rot and grow fatter everyday and that is exactly what is happening to me nooooooo waaaaaay.
and i want to say that i feel like the past fifteeen years of my life have not progressed much and that is not helping and this house i am in now will be empty for the next few days because my dad and brother will be out in phuket and hahahahhaha my brother should be the only child there oh man i feel that i should have gone with them but i think they will be sitting on elephants and boats again and holidays make you even fatter because of buffets and i do not know if next year i would have time to go morning service oh man do not even mention next year talk about this year i have not sent any christmas cards out yet and oh no there is so many things i could have done in the holidays but i do not think they will make me any more happy than i am now (i am not that happy oh man what am i babbling about) oh i have a good progress award yay i get money for good progress i did not really work so hard for that i only prayed that i will get good grades so hahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhaha i get money maybe i can use the grades i get to earn some money off the government since anyway my parents pay taxes and all that stuff who ever invented taxes in the first place okay i decided that i will not want to earn money by getting good grades because that is just so not what i had in mind for an ideal career okay i do not want to be exam oriented but somehow i just am and that is what i dislike about myself argh maybe i can change people change the only constant is change but there is a saying that leopards do not change their spots am i born like this or what zzzzzz i have a frigging headache and i am not hungry for well anything oh i remember that "the full hates honey" or something like that i am so pathetic looking at my days of living i was rotting decomposing dying (i remember once again from somewhere that "once you're born you are dying" or something) and i would like to point out that the "you're" i just quoted just now was the first contraction in this passage (right?) and this "you're" in this sentence was the second one and the latest "you're" you saw was the third one oh no another "you're" came out argh whatever its all crap okay lets just laugh it off and stop reading this (if you're ever reading it).
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
8:55 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
the question of why,
why me? ugh. cant we have it any other (better) way?
8:12 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
sometimes, i can feel people telling me:
"I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more"
ugh and there's so many things i don't want to do but there's no one else to do it.
11:11 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
SHES SO LOVELY
"THE best thing about the saccharine overload that is Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging is undoubtedly its soundtrack."
"Director Gurinder Chadha (of Bend It Like Beckham/Bride & Prejudice fame) reportedly helped to co-assemble the tracks following a visit to Glastonbury in 2007, when she took note of the bands who captured the most attention."
hahahahahah but the soundtrack only rated 3/5, and the film 2/5. seems that chick flicks don't rate too well.
5:00 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
1. watched angus thongs and perfect snogging online with alyson haha. chick flick! great chick flick!
2. appearently The Stiff Dylans debut single is the ending song in that movie. its a new band!
3. bloc party made its way to gossip girl xoxoxoxo. HAHAHAHAHAH I THINK ITS A WEIRD COMBINATION BUT WHATEVER ANYWAY BART DIES IN THAT EPISODE. haha.
4. abigail went to austria!
5. im stuck in singapore.
hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaaahhahahahaaaha
i want to follow her to austria ): but she's having a choir competition there, oh well i can't sing for nuts haha.
6:51 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
despair in the departure lounge
it is an old song. should have used a song from a newly released album.
like Day and Age and like Intimacy. haha.
somehow i know next year will be a tough ride.
but 'when the going gets tough, the tough gets going'! yeah childish. people just come up with their own versions like: the tough goes shopping. and it becomes a slogan and appears on tee shirts all over the world because its so witty.
the thing is, commerce is making the whole world become robots. and somehow if you listen to all the sermons in fcbc its like the mission to curb this terrible trend lies in our hands. like in I, Robot or Terminator or something.
well, that makes us heroes, riiiiight? or antiheroes. z. oh great i want to save the world but i don't really like saving the world.
well, i guess quitters don't win.
this post, is so stupid. anyway where's jianing? please come here, cause i've opened my blog and i've sent you an sms so tell me: are you coming and bringing people to the myhope party i've invited you to? this myhope thing can save the world, if you catch my drift (you can right?)
10:38 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
awaken your senses today!
i think life is very balanced, nature is very balanced, God's creation is very balanced, and although 'balance' is a very boring word lets just say life's like that and leave the topic at this stage cause im too lazy to come up with some 'balance' crap.
we are humans.
'are you human or are you dancer?' crappy lyrics lol.
BLOODY HELL THIS 2008 YEAR IS FULL OF SUFFERING WHOOOHOO BUT I BELIEVE THINGS WILL TURN OUT NICELY BECAUSE IM OPTIMISTIC AND BECAUSE I HAVE A GOD AND BECAUSE IM TOO LAZY/BUSY/TIRED/NOOB (MAKES OTHER EXCUSES) TO CHANGE THE NEXT YEAR MYSELF. WHOOOHOOO HOWS THAT TAKE THIS AND TAKE THAT AND FIGHT!
i feel like deleting the blogggggg whoo.
5:11 PM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Hebrews 5:12-14 (New International Version - UK)
12 In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food!
13 Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness.
14 But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.
i want to save the world from destruction.
7:52 PM
