i wish they were actually printed out and in a photo album. its old fashioned, but gives a more reminiscent feeling. i mean, photo albums collect dust and the colour will fade. but digital pictures wont. it loses meaning like that.
borrowed esther's sleek looking thumbdrive to do tree planting campaign. honestly i don't know where mine have gone to. i kind of
misplaced three other thumbdrives. haha. im using a memory stick now -.- apparently i slacked off and looked through the photos in her thumbdrive.
year 2 photos :D i miss them. im sure everybody feels the same way about their year 2 lives. (right?!)
-i really really really want to know how joanne looks like now.
-i really really really think that vball interclass in 2007 is
DA BEST BABEH.
-um. i dont want to be very emotional/thinking deeply/too serious about this. i mean such posts are common everywhere. i dont like it. and i can see this post becoming like it.
-so i thought i should just bring this back to the present. american idol is showing soon, it was disco night :D i can talk to AI kakis tmr :D
-the weather nowadays is terribly hot.
-jianing gets to pon level camp, AGAIN
AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN again. (!!!) i cannot describe how i feel. i'll be facing leeches but she'll be in the school library. (!!!) i cannot pull off the
ezcema excuse like her because my skin bears no
slightest hint that i have such a skin problem. (but her skin is pale and thats good enough.)
-i want to play vball with my classmates ):
-oh here's the bomb. I RUN SLOWER THAN MR YEO FOR 2.4 KM RUN NOOOOOOOOOOO.
NOOOOOOOOOOO.
NOOOOOOOOOOO.
NOOOOOOOOOOO.
the only comfort is that
im not alone.
well. today's slack because i forgot to bring home my homework. so here's the long(er) post. i shall enjoy this day while i can. yes. despite the fact that i
misplaced three thumbdrives and precious saved data. despite the fact that my room's a mess. despite the fact that i cannot find my electrolysis notes. despite the fact that tomorrow will be the start of a formal school day with formal school lessons, and that the mornings and afternoons will present us with unmerciful heatwaves, despite the fact that my school uniform for tomorrow will be the smaller one and the older one and the shorter one. despite the fact that i won't be playing vball. despite the fact that next week is another draggy week with more tests. despite the fact that the sugar from yesterday's ice cream has already been ingested and transported throughout my system.
i have just proven myself to be tremendously optimistic, haven't i?
--
chengling ate FOUR ice creams yesterday, so she ingested FOUR times more sugar than me. this statement is more optimistic. albeit sadistic. hah.
back to the photos. i think i looked quite stocky in year 2, and that i'm probably in worse shape now. i think when strict females start to smile, they look much prettier. (im not sure about the males.)
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
sugar is disgusting.
You might regret,
Ben&jerry's free cone day.
"Even the low fat products have high caloric content: Ben and Jerry's No Fat Vanilla Fudge contains 150 calories per half cup due to its high sugar content."i regret getting my free ice cream (and being so desperate for it in the first place. we
went to cut the queue :x). ben&jerry's ice cream is disgustingly
sweet, for crying out loud! i will not eat icecream for the next 5 months if i can help it. im going to get diabetes. i dont think i can absolve myself. despite the fact that i already ran 2.4km today (so much for a C grade. i ran the whole way! i should do long dist running every week). despite the fact that i drank water to get rid of the sugar in my mouth. i feel fat. ugh. i feel like my blood presure increased by millions of pascals.
i dont want to eat my dinner (but mum will ask me what happened and then haul me off to the family clinic for medical checkup. and my medical report will tell me that i have high blood glucose levels/pressure and am prone to diabetes.)
now i know that im actually born without a sweet tooth. but i really like the mrs. fields cookie (kudos to rachel :D)
oh, and the basement is lined with people waiting for their free ice cream. its a popular brand for something so sweet. ugh ugh ugh. my blood pressure. ice cream is like instant satisfaction. i hate it.
sugar is disgusting. next time choose frozen yoghurt.
6:40 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
let me be straight and to the point.
dont make things too troublesome for me next time. i will suffer.
and dont make things difficult others next time.
dont make me miss the bus. don t make me wait for your royal asses.
we all got a fricking life and appointments.
and if you cannot take charge then too bad.
too bad for me today.
4:04 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
wrath and bitterness are the sins weighed upon me, even though i have gone to great lengths to keep a rein on myself.
why of course, humans are but animals and evolution. and evolution is a product of a certain human called charles darwin.
i know what to do, even if i dont just let me make my mistakes.
'what's life without any risk?'
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
12:01 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i bet the producers already pre-arranged for matt g. to get the judges save, and for adam lambert to win this year.
i have the feeling that there's alot of things to do but i dont remember anything. no seriously. yknow the feeling that you left something at home and when you reach school, you found you never brought your phone along? the big bad feeling of something bad.
im positive that im losing my sense of hearing; i've been hearing ringing in my ears lately.
my subconscious still insists something is wrong.
Labels: american idol
11:16 PM
'Once'
i know life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
life is beautiful.
and for the last time,
life is beautiful.
so is it still beautiful? don't lie to yourself and move on. just move on.
remember everything comes in hundreds okay. running events, bulk goods, statistics, fines, money, lines, okay? everything except exam marks.
i am not bitter. i am not bitter. i am not bitter. i don't hold grudges. i don't hold grudges. i don't hold grudges. i am composed. i am composed. i am composed.
don't listen, just shut up, suck up, and do your work.
"Imagine that Voldemort’s powerful now. You don’t know who his supporters are, you don’t know who’s working for him and who isn’t; you know he can control people so that they do terrible things without being able stop themselves. You’re scared for yourself, and your family, and your friends. Every week, news comes of more deaths, more disappearances, more torturing … The Ministry of Magic’s in disarray, they don’t know what to do, they’re trying to keep
everything hidden from the Muggles, but meanwhile, Muggles are dying too. Terror everywhere … panic … confusion … that’s how it used to be."
“Well, times like that bring out the best in some people and the worst in
others." -HP: GoF 27Labels: all foreseeing eye
8:54 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
oh computer what is your bloody problem. this keyboard wont work. im using soft keyboard now. irritating.
and i cant go deviantart again. ugh.
back to geog essay/ws.
9:01 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
the sounds of violins
oh and i watch mimes and pantomimes today, really funny (and good)
man i wish i could that. the possibilities are
endless. you could do something really unorthodox for aprils fools day or something.
out of the blue, im reminded of school, and the fact that im still very young, and the fact that i still havent decided on my career path, and the uncertain state im in now; i think i'm worrying too much. tch. i shall sleep on it now, and. and. and. i know (not). im having an inner argument now bye.
11:27 PM
FF-VII
i found a Valentine.
his name is Vincent Valentine :D
the ff one :D jn are you reading this? do you know/remember him?
deviantart:
(it's handdrawn, with pencils, so appreciate it in its beauty.)
yes--his cape and headband are crimson and he plays with guns.
yes--his hair is longer than mine.
yes--he's fictional. Mr. Valentine is fictional.
10:38 PM
i detest starhub safesurf. i want to switch to singtel. its going to lose suscribers like this.
3:44 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
____, and i went to a good friday gathering @Serangoon. made its there on time before
the heavens poured. then went for a treasure hunt, TREASURE HUNTING IS DIFFICULT. and played
sabotageur (unsure spelling) and i was being noob and kept losing. still a fun game, i have a soft spot for deception :/
watched
The Crossing, i remembered it from a church camp (several years back). still cool to see the big wooden cross there bridging up the big divide.
now im back home. i saw this doujinshi on deviantart, it was about some juvenile delinquents and two volumes came out AND I WANT TO BUY IT. but but but, the comic costs USD$10 per volume, regular shipping costs USD$5, tax about USD$0.87. the math is just too tedious. this deviant is like a self-published artist or something. i think self-publishing is brilliant. its cool. no publicity campaign, have to mine for masterpieces yourself, very ecletic, very varied, very indie. praise to the Lord not just for good friday/easter sunday, but also for good music, good fiction, good literature, good films, good comics. and for good boardgames too.
i substituted 'good' for 'great', simply because 'great' could very well refer to Happy Tree Friends and the like(which are really not great at all). yeah that's what i think, so sue me.
10:40 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Mad World.
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
i feel. insecure. a. little. more.
11:04 PM
sadness, sorrow, and strength.
today was an emotional roller coaster ride, its not that i mind.
who cares if i (or anybody else for that matter) dont have (or have) a podium finish?
soooooooooooo.
yeah. to my dearest juniors (even if you dont read this), i personally think yall are beautiful runners & brilliant trackers and yall can pwn! i daresay that nobody wants you to be in agony caused by today k.
and the guys too lol.
anyway i feel really bad...uh yeah. i shall confess. trust me, im dishonest. like jack sparrow. haha. thats pretty vague. uh its weird online. ugh.
i've always wanted to watch live and loaded. but i always miss it. local music scene! what a pity to miss it all out! ): yes i trust in local music too. dont trust me? pfft.
"SUPPORT LOCAL"scott macintyre is out. simon breaks the news. walao judges save also never use.
why doesnt adam lambert screw up? i want to see him screw up. well last week i was wondering when will kris screw up; he screwed this week. so adam's turn will come soon. heh im mean.
binbin goes: I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A GAY. i finally have an american idol pal to chat to every thursday :D
oh Lord be with us to embrace Good Friday. (and i have work and more work to complete)
ugh. my life is superficially inclined.
10:20 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
another argument.
adam lambert's song was
Mad World by Tears for Fears. sounds damn familiar.
yeah this post is for this reason.
Shout sounds damn familiar too.
daaaaaaaaamn. i dont have the luxury of time to sit and listen to full discographys and singles and one hit wonders. i dont have the luxury of time to search for music and create playlists.
i dont. i dont just check out Top 40 and stop there. im not a Top 40 person actually.
its night, i need to turn in. "
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion"
11:37 PM
an argumentative argument.
why:
-must
adam lambert sing so beautifully this week? my opinion of him is swaying. i can see him being the next american idol.
-must it be singapore where you will have the highest chance of being struck by lightning?
-was i the one who managed (and is still managing) to evade being struck by lightning although
singapore has one of the highest rate of lightning activity in the world?
-after surviving lightning for fifteen years, i have to face the fact that
adam lambert has damn good vocals,
that integration sucks my blood out,
and that (insert complaint here)?
on the other hand,
- i think i might just get hooked onto
stevie wonder (loops
part time lover in head.
Matt G. was awesome this week)
- and i might just start listening to Gold 90 fm or Class 95's
Back to the Old Skool compilation album.
- and i dont have bio to study. MWAHAHAHA.
Labels: american idol
11:09 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
i took a facebook quiz and my result was i am judas iscariot.
ugh. so im like the frigging betrayer, i hope im not thinking too much into this.
i want to fall ill. even more so now.
11:29 PM
because i say so.
ART IS RESISTANCE
this atmosphere is stifling. how i wish i were sick.
9:09 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
ten (un)truths.
1. my
new phone got scratched. so much for being so careful.
2. chinese spelling is screwed. i think i have short term memory loss.
3. i did nothing productive.
4. frigging volcanoes.
5. frigging
human volcanoes.6. i hope this week is
good, considering that
good friday and
easter sunday fall on this week.
7. regarding point 6: no, this week most probably wont be good.
8. point 7 is very cynical.
9. i think that when i talk, my voice, sounds, either weird or fake.
10. i am too affected to do anything productive (continues the procrastinating and the self-pity)
9:17 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
1) link--
http://www.keirsey.com/personalityzone/cz22.aspa link, based on mbti and keirsey temperaments, on
how to treat a 'guardian' teacher.
im sure that most of the teachers (
i dislike) fall into this category.
im gonna learn from it before i get the urge to punch their faces.
there's even a roommates series. (my table partner's an idealist so i shall read the idealist part later)
actually i think its
weird to categorising people based on some man-made personality sorter.
but i give props to the guy for dedicating his whole lifetime to it. and i actually went crazy and learnt about the cognitive functions/processes.
---
2) i was the first from the back for long jump b girls 4 schools.
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3) kris sang aint no sunshine for this week's performance (loops song in head, especially the riffs+voice)
7:14 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
make a list, check it twice
1. the sound of the vacuum cleaner is irritating me. it sucks, literally.
2. the world is a stage.
its an overused corny statement; only shakespeare can pull that one off without making it corny.
3. algebra rips my life to shreds. almost.
4. im so lucky i dropped biology (insert BIG smiley)
5. today's
aprils fools right? was intending to screw some people up but ended up getting screwed instead.
6. nothing else to say. i can pon lessons tomorrow, i cannot go for the career talk next thursday, everybody around me is so worked up in a way, and
mbti was fun, quite. (having urges to be a psychologist)
8:43 PM
i found a Valentine.
