NEWTONS THIRD LAW STATES THAT FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN OPPOSITE AND EQUAL REACTION.
alyson taught me that:
donuts are deepfried.
marshmallows are made of pork fat.
great. and i hate waking up early.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
trumph card
God is the trumph card.
am going to send email to jeffrey ng to drop biology. maybe i wouldn't be able to drop it, but i shouldn't be so sure of it. because that's how i get into trouble.
"hello, i'm teo shu hui cassandra from yr 3J. sorry to say that i have intentions of dropping biology as a subject for next year yr 4, and would like to " (to be continued after dental appointment)
crap i don't know what to say. "would like to find out more about the paperwork process and implications like the change of classes?"
i don't think they would change classes. but i wouldn't be so sure of it.
holidays means more (torture/morning) trainings, more mugging, but less complaining.
5:28 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Broadway, not broad way
i need to laugh, like really really laugh.
i need to get real. like really really. i need to be hardworking and non procrastinating so that i wont waste my (dear) holidays.
last day of school tomorrow. tomorrow. just tomorrow. (and morning trainings will kill)
this holidays, i will (try to) not procrastinate about my work (and being obstinate about everything else).
10:50 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Some people say that I sound strange
Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty-five thousand moments so dear.
Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes
How do you measure, measure a year?
The only time I feel alive is in the dead of night.
Labels: prodigal son
11:43 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
ashes to beauty
we will revolutionize the 3Rs.
why am i such a boring person?!
i just screwed my own life.
it'll be good to interact with purity.
10:42 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
4:17 PM
france and uk made me realise that hollywood is crap.
cme learning journey tomorrow.
oh so they're still filming alice in wonderland.
12:09 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
lol
its gaara. translated version -.-
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what does it mean to be treated like an animal or slave or outsider etc hmm. because it seems like it for me. how is it like hmm.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
There is no remembrance of men of
old,
and even those who are yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow.
ecclesiastes hmm.
hmmmmmm.
what did my hands built hmm.
hmmmmmm.
9:32 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
human juggler
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?
i dont know anything, but i feel so bitter.
9:30 PM
i dont know why i see all their bad points, and why am i hell disgusted with others, i bloody hell dont know because i find all these troubling, and i know im not the only one but i dont feel free. "are you okay?" no, nobody feels okay with a stuffed nose and itchy dry throat and choked lungs. nobody feels okay now.
this is the first time i ever felt the need to give up, and it's so strong.
9:15 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
job1:21
And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.
i am such an ass. i am the oppressor. i am the pride before the fall. i am the one seeing things.
and time will still pass very fast and holidays will come and i will realize that i am yesterday's news, once more.
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yesterday watched eagle eye, and got dizzy. and saw the postcard which went: when in rome, do as the romans do. made me go 'hmm' and yeah.
lets go rome.
what a piece of work is a man, hmm.
praise the lord .
8:50 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by you know how I feel
Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
blossom in the trees you know how I feel
Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me
Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
8:34 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
the rain
reality is me sitting on the chair. and,
happiness is the reflection of joy in the mirror.
it is virtual, laterally inverted, upright, same size and equidistant.
i am angry with anger for making me angry.
12:19 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
a famous parody of a famous poem
If, of all words of tongue and pen,The saddest are, "It might have been,"More sad are these we daily see:"It is, but hadn't ought to be."i slacked.
8:02 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
2 to go YESS. :D
today was chinese paper.
peijun reminded us about the whole noel chong thing in idmi. IDMI :D ROFLMAO
i realised parents like to name their daughters with chinese names starting with 'pei' -.-
sorry peiying for being so mean to you ): you can sms me if you want to know how mean i was (and if you love me) :D
donkeys are the pride of the animal kingdom okay. Jesus sat on a donkey. right?
no comments on eoys. just that yeah chinese stresses me out but the storm is over (right?)
but amaths and chem are as difficult as...uh, dieting?
i wish dieting was easy.
2:58 PM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
4:25 PM
Monday, October 6, 2008
full of talk
mum made me cut my hair so my hair was cut and its ew. emaths physics bio chinese chem amaths.
12:30 PM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
who you are, really are
im too emotionally and mentally affected again to memorise all the facts for geog and etc etc etc, i really need prayers. im fed up with eoys, because im just irritated by it. i wish i could chunk it aside, but i/others choose to believe that it plays a part in my future (and consequently i am pissed with myself.) i dont like being nervous before exams, or relieved after the paper, or nervous again for the second paper, then nervous again for the results, then being disappointed/seeing others being sad while im not. i've been stricken by an illness for many times now, and i want to be cured.
after reading that book, im attracted to going to a mental hospital.
""I'm going to allow myself to do a few foolish things, just so that people can say, 'She's just been released from Villete.' But I know my soul is complete, because my life has meaning. I'll be able to look at a sunset and believe that God is behind it. When someone irritates me, I'll tell them what I think of them, and I won't worry what they think of me, because everyone would say, 'She's just been released from Villete.'''
Labels: eduard
8:31 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008
i cant believe that im this slow, cause this paperback thing has been published since 1998, says wikipedia, and its going to be adapted to film (lets watch!)
its starring sarah michelle gellar. who had roles in The Grudge movie. and The Air I Breathe.
what the hell 'Get Smart' is 52% fresh on rotten tomatoes.
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okay it has sick ideas, and stuff, as all fiction books are.
7:46 PM
Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under 't.
look like the serpent but be the innocent flower under't.
11:01 AM
Friday, October 3, 2008
i feel so fake. i feel like i am one of the worst (???) on earth. must be hormones and stress.
11:26 PM
CAN SOMEONE BUY
PLAY PIANO WITH MUSE AND PLAY THE PIANO SCORES FOR ME SINCE I SEE YALL GOT THE CHINESE SCORES ALREADY.
10:28 PM
lightning breeze and blisters
today's paper gave impetus to the seemingly eternal fire.
i learnt the word 'impetus' today thinking that it'll come out for the exams. but they came up with something bigger and bolder. like 'sacrosanct'. means 'sacred'. sounds more educated. like 'arbitary'.
studied and put on alot of weight with peishan. all the fried fat. sounds disgusting but tastes wonderful. :D
i want to go see jadon and sherry but theres frigging physics paper and physics tuition.
after eoys, i (will have the will to) arrange my files nicely and exercise (if theres no trng) and do all sorts of funny things.
peishan obeys the law of straightness.
8:55 PM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
oh yes i have started to eat alot recently.
8:50 PM
bad dream
im going to be in the frigging first few rows in the hall but i want to be at the back. ):
its nearer the stage. ): i thought i'll be at the back lor. arrange tables by rows A-T for what. ):
i feel as if friday's the first day of school. it must be a desperately optimistic hallucination or something.
8:32 PM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
the petty pace creeps in from day to day
i've been thinking,
hey eoys suck. maybe i should just give up. the world may revolve around these but i shan't. i'll go learn how to make intricate domino patterns or go be a missionary or work in the church, maybe give up going university because blahblahblah.
i know. i've been thinking (rashly and immaturely and etcetcetc).
.
its destroying my smile, but others are grinning from ear to ear.
"Psychotherapist: Why did the chicken cross the road?
Josh: To prove that it wasn't chicken."
i still like Atticus Finch and Scout and Jem. ): they were the best lit characters around. Harper Lee created a fine story and i'm grateful that i could read it.
oh yes, i've listened to Let's Dance to Joy Division and i like it. whoo. after bloody eoys, i'll squander. just wait. just wait. time will erase. it will bloody erase these things off and history will never take note of it.
they didnt ask why. but at home it remains the same. bloody distraction. the world passes by the one who passes by.
10:18 PM
its gaara. translated version -.-
