oh so i havent read macbeth, oh so i have no idea what is with indexmundi.com, oh so tests are flooding me, oh so exams are coming, oh so cyclical, oh so fast, oh so "to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow".
im trying to study macbeth without the text. its like trying to kill without the blade, possible but stupid.
oh and anyway: i've got coldplay's viva la vida or death and all his friends. what a long name.
i hate it when i tell myself to do this and this and this and somewhere halfway i just get tired of doing this and this and this and nothing gets done. but i guess we're all in the same boat. usually we are. (just that maybe i keep focusing on the rotten parts of living)
10:48 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
i'll sorely admit that i feel that my bbyd argumentative essay still sucks to the core i dont want to hand it in tmr the language sucks.
and i sorely admit that i feel that my new seating place suck again because its at the back and im sick of sitting at the back and having to stand up to read the words on the screen or board or whatever.
maybe im too short.
blooooooody hell. and rachel's sitting first row.
esther took the place where i wanted to sit.
sian stupid tests and all, i have to wait till eoys over, and im not really patient.
i'll sorely admit that i feel overwhelmed.
Labels: hand in my pocket
9:50 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
hey dude that was the finals we're talking about. not just some puny crap finals from some puny crap organisation, dude we're talking about nationals and talking about taking on
bloody schools out there like sports school and cedar and sng and crescent and rgs and all that, relays, long jump, 100m 400m etc; sorry i didnt support yall but hey dude it makes people proud :D
i feel like a failure but hey dude: i dont live for this sort of failure.
im not yet complete with level camp writings but i just pwned it, makes me feel WHOOHOO-empowered to pwn. now, bbyd. i need a charismatic fellow who can help--because the language i wrote plain sucks, plainly.
i think i'll just print that shit out and go find... ...someone.
while im at it,
ESTHER HAS WEIRD EARS.
11:23 PM
for a moment i pitied people who didnt get to know God and i was imagining life without that great old guy (i guess he's old), and yes.
life would be just like how everybody complained.
whee.
correction: God isnt human so he cant be old.
12:54 AM
get stuck in a fire and live
get stuck in rubble and live
get poked in the eye and live
and
be disfigured
become amputated
be blind
and
lose the people around you
and
if its God's plan
its God's plan and that was the best thing that happened in your entire life.
how do people get on with life after these sorts of things?
hiatus what shit la ): still havent owned hols hmk.
12:32 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Talk about joy in service.
yknow, i shall try to find joy in service. which is very difficult.
was reading the black booklet. whee. this whole week is all about service. from service learning to blackbooklet to youth day, bloody hell. im quite sure im going to hate serving one day, its driving me up the wall.
and in the near future/when i grow up,
i'll try my best to survive without landing up in the service sector (however much my mum wants me to work there).
today was youth day celebrations:
water is wet and cold and wild and damn fun but very precious.
and floorball is dirty and ulu but fun.
and jac came to school after the celebrations, i just left then. ):
(i just realised one day im going to go serve the body of christ by serving the community, i have a stigma. and shit. im supposed to stop indulging myself with internet access.)
12:02 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
sunday come sunday come
screw homework. go away.
9:25 PM
O Lord
O Lord
O Lord
how deaf and blind am i?
edited: females are so emotional. (and modus operandi is latin.)
Labels: clutter
9:17 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
God is love.
and i plan to go on hiatus.
11:33 PM
