i recorded my voice and listened to the recording, all to utterly convince myself that my voice carried no distinctive accent, or pronunciation, or a certain quality such that it would be obvious that there is no other voice than mine.

like, uh. alan rickman. but he had a speech deficiency!

its not much of a worry actually, my voice -.-
i worry more about my actions and speech and what not! its really stupid! rachel worries about how her handwriting looks like, and i thought she was thinking too much. i guess i'm thinking too much too!

meanwhile,
1. i really want to do drama at A levels but i'm worried (ahem, thinking too much) about being in ACJC or VJC. ahaha. maybe i should do IB!

2. i really want to go study overseas, in UK (maybe?). phillipines crossed my mind too, but then i might as well stay put here in sg since both phillipines and sg are SEA countries.
i confess, i'm afraid to go to US to study cause of the guns.

3. i really want to be multilingual, so that i can survive living/studying/working in any country. (think Sweden, Spain, Turkey, Russia, Japan, France, Austria! all different languages!)

4. mr teo showed that even if you failed chemistry/art/your favourite subject, you still stand a chance to work as a school staff (i don't understand how people can handle being teachers).