for a moment, i felt i wrecked my life. but it wasn't meant to be doomed.
I was so jittery, but He won't let anything go down. He never let us down. I had my calmness and peace restored to me. I'm stoned now. I need sleep. I need God. I'm glad. For him, for Him, for that which had passed, but will return.
I love God.
my english cheem not.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
cassandra
wants to get another platform for random posts.
today is a thank god day, so thank God!!! for who i am under his moulding, for opening the laselle creative cube door, for opening hearts, for healing my foot so quick (the doctor seemed surprised at my foot's unnatural accelerated healing!), for letting me be part of lit up, for fasting abilities and chances, chances, and more chances at being the best he wants me to be/ who he knows i can be. and all my CT results? its so average but i'm so glad, i'm grateful. the mugging period for CTs was god blessed, i had all that mind power to focus day after day after day. and i mugged almost everything in 1.5 weeks! ahahahahaha. means that god allowed me to go overseas, learn priceless stuff and experience a different way of life, and still get average results i'm damn grateful how my holidays were spent. and lit up! laselle is so cool! :D
6:41 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
my fitness is going down, and i'm quite sad about it. my resting heart rate increased to 'average' range):
the type of activity you engage in affects you so much.
11:11 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
4:42 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
the reality rains heavily, sometimes.
because the times might-
because the tides change
because the babes are-
leaving on the train;
because the wishes cease-
because the city train
leads
to the capital of Slumberland.
Will the hopeless pray,
and cry out loud.
12:43 AM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
i don't like school because i find it hard to connect with everyone,
i find it hard to connect because i get so antagonistic with my friends,
and they draw away from me.
which brings me to a point: being a loner must be so sad (for the likes of me!)
11:38 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
yeah i just realised i have some very serious issues. that should be dealt with immediately. i need (more) anger management.
10:10 PM
the (!!!) time
got strung up about why i'm always doing nothing with what i have, and now i'm getting unhappy with my academic subjects at school. i'm not the only one. this is stupid. better not get monday blues/stuck in a rut.
bloody.
why am i so caught up with my own life! i don't need to!
10:06 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
is damn sad cause we're only young once and i'm just not exploiting my life right now to be who i can be.
but that was how i felt like an hour ago.
now. i just trust that i have a future.
I have seen flowers come in stony places
And kind things done by men with ugly faces
And the gold cup won by the worst horse at the races,
So I trust too.John Masefield
9:32 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010
Nechayev
The Revolutionist is a doomed man. He has no private interests, no affairs, sentiments, ties, property nor even a name of his own. His entire being is devoured by one purpose, one thought, one passion - the revolution.
11:28 PM
