Thursday, March 18, 2010
while i was blowing my hair dry:i thought of how its actually not at all bad to be hard pressed in fighting against the disease of ______ of the society (wherever you are). actually its a situation worth rejoicing. i thought of how apostles can be rejoicing in their suffering. its a fight for dreams, visions, beliefs. i can understand, why terrorists risk their lives crashing planes, making and installing car bombs, and even orchestrate their own death. people sacrificing their bodies. people may argue that they were brainwashed, but we are all brainwashed too. they aren't crazy, or perhaps i am. self-victimisation has a feel-good factor. yet, i don't think i have a victim's mentality-
-i don't (think i) want it either.
oh joy. oh glory.
And Elijah said to Ahab, "Go, eat and drink, for there is the sound of a heavy rain."
1 kings 18:41 - i hear thunder.
11:58 PM
