i've not been productive during the holidays. maybe i should be regretful about it but-argh-i think i was overanxious the past few days. really bad, its like i'm down with fever or something. or maybe it was my fluctuating hormones lol. horrible. waking up and immediately thinking 'oh no now eoys are coming i'm not prepared i shall do maths/chem/geog/phys/la/hcl oh no which one should i do?' is not a good feeling. not being able to sleep at night is not a good feeling.(flashback: Angela said to sleep well is a blessing. i finally see the light.)

finally i realised that i really need to get back to school to ask questions about maths maths maths. and physics. i forgot everything. why must things turn out this way ):

"four weeks felt like years"

i've known that for quite some time now, but now two weeks feel like two years. or two seconds. oh crap. two more weeks ): two more seconds. two more years. ):

blame it on everybody but me.