im thinking, i know, im thinking, so stop rushing me.
im thinking i know.
i know there's alot of work.
but thinking is more important.
stop thinking that i dont think!
im not that superficial.
okay.
i do.
i do think.
i think about universal stuff.
on a selfish note,
i think about my future.
on an indecisive note,
i rethink my future.
maybe im just meant to be a lowly person.
and maybe im just dreaming empty dreams of being in the creative industry just because i am not.
and maybe im just
meant to be
confined to science and math
and confined to logic
and confined to comformity
and confined to confinement.
i dont want to be confined by their thoughts
nor mine
and i wont allow it
as far as possible
i will spurn the pressure
and reject the influences
because i will not be bound to logic
if they tell me to turn right
i'll turn left
and if its my habit to turn right at every turn
i will start to make an effort to turn left.
small little things i can do
and correcting my habits will do
i have done it
and i will do it
again, i will.
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"Dream yourself a dream come true"
i get exposed to Aerosmith because of AI. that's a good thing.
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