MERRY CHRISTMAS! JESUS CHRIST WAS BORN TO SUFFER FOR US, SO LETS ELIMINATE SANTA FOREVER. the whole idea of santa are for children, at most. but now we have almost everybody thinking about santa its infuriating, we don't even stand to gain anything. not even bloody presents which santa's supposed to come down your chimney and put into your sock, like as if we have bloody chimneys in singapore anyway.

well, the weather today was imba, it was showers and cool breeze. visited dad's friend's house, stayed from lunchtime till midnight :x usually stayed till morn. but not this year haha. consumed alot of calories. spaghetti, crackers, screwdriver, crackers, tangerines, cheesecake, screwdriver, crackers, tangerines, dinner, cheesecake, champange. eh seriosuly there's nothing to do except listen to adults talk, and on the table were food, so everybody was eating, drinking, talking. they do that for who-knows-how-many-hours, i just eat. then went to play video games with the others, tomb raider was making me dizzy, ugh. then went to listen to adults, then more video games lol. and a bit of vodka martinis and roasted rice tea thrown in here and there.
ROASTED RICE TEA WAS FANTABULOUS ESP IT WAS HOT WHEN THE TEMPERATURE WAS LOW.
i didn't mean to use 'fantabulous' it just came out of my mind. :/

i know these sort of posts are crap but i have always been going that house since like, four or five? the people and atmosphere are great (but i guess they believe in santa more than jesus), every year christmas won't feel like christmas without them. anyway today i just found out the house was near buona vista dhs campus, when we left the house and went outside to the main road, drove for a few more minutes and-voila-holland area. took me 2 years to realise that, lag. if i didn't lag, who knows i could've walked/took bus to that house (dub: St. Jt Power Station lol)

so that's how i usually spend christmas; this is a really proper english post and all, like im going to pass it up to teachers, and is really very lame to blog like this but ugh i don't really want to care i want to sleep right now because i'm tired.

anyway i've been reading my primary school mates blog and one of them (those sort who blog in a proper formal english full sentences with punctuations and no grammar mistakes) went to somewhere in sg and walked into some cosplay event HAHAHAHA HE TOOK PHOTOS AND THE PEOPLE WERE DRESSING UP LIKE IN BLEACH. okay it may not be funny but its funny. people carrying swords and bows and wearing costumes hmm haha.

it's december 25th after all, christmas is jesus's birthday. i'm not saying this for the others who would read this (this para i mean, NOT THE TOP PART THE TOP PART WAS BORING) i'm really telling this to myself. maybe cause christmas has been really empty all along with all the partying and drinking, but at the end of the whole thing while im at home by myself i need to remind myself its a celebration of good news and love, and a season of giving and thanksgiving, somehow i need to feel that there is a meaning in a Bethlehem baby lying in a manger. pacification, assurance, whatever.

oh, christmas.

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