i dont know why i see all their bad points, and why am i hell disgusted with others, i bloody hell dont know because i find all these troubling, and i know im not the only one but i dont feel free. "are you okay?" no, nobody feels okay with a stuffed nose and itchy dry throat and choked lungs. nobody feels okay now.

this is the first time i ever felt the need to give up, and it's so strong.