one day im going to lash out at everybody what they do and what i think and what i feel and all their weaknesses, flatten all their egos, all the things about them i hate and so detest and so depise, and give no compliments i return. i'll bawl my heart out and cry my eyes dry, and then run away to some remote place, go, "AHHHHHHH" and "AHHHHHHHHHH" and "AHHHHHHHHH" and do all sorts of crazy stuff before going back home and turn on the aircon and continue to bawl and flop about like a dying fish, and flop flop flop, mope mope mope, calm down, wonder hows everybody doing, then read the bible, feel sorry for losing control, and flop flop flop again onto the bed and sleep or something. after i wake up i shall blame everybody else for everything i've done and go back to meet everybody and see their response. because, besides the princessy syndrome, i have a problem with my wrath, and also because humans are vile, and violent, and evil and inconsiderate, and barbaric and foul and hateful and spiteful and mean and really very stupid and outrageous. and emotional. and i dont likeyyyyyy. whee.

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