Saturday, December 19, 2009

FINALLY GAINED ACCESS TO DEVIANTART. but cant download any of those cool tutorials they have because starhub blocked them (as usual).

1:13 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009
prayers pain and peace

this week:
-amanda got B for hcl eoy (and she's happy about a whole load of others things too)
-larraine got Astar for geog eoy (and passed hcl on the dot)
-py's standing in class for hcl eoy grades shot up from bottom 2 to top 4
-ps got her starbucks job
-my cous got A for chem eoy and geog eoy and she's super delighted
-bin got A for emath eoy
-we all thought charmaine failed geog eoy but in the end marks calc wrong so she passed
-chelsia, we love you :D

and a whole load of other miracles. because God cares. and He answers prayers.
He answers prayers. we rejoice. damn i know some of the people who were prayed for failed their exams but prayers were answered! and in the end, we're all going year 5/transferring out of school. oh joy. still, prayer should be constant.
even rachel.w was thankful that her gpa wasnt enough to get her a 4 H2 combo. 'cause she is considering choosing a H1 hist now. (and work for gah-men in the future i think)ahahahahahahahha.

yoho yoho yoho yoho.

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8:53 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

will post when i'm in the mood. mood for philosophy. like: life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life...
it is to me the most philosophically-sounding word (oh, life!!!), and my most philosophical statement to date (huh huh). i also cant believe i actually allowed people to read this crap.

10:04 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

am concerned with:
my grasp of both the chinese and english languages. i don't want to start a nationwide criticism of my command of english/chinese (even the sentence above is incoherent)

absolutely incoherent. bah. my english and chinese. (plus i want to learn a new language)

6:54 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

1. watch (500) days of summer
2. watch tokyo sonata
3. watch new moon?
4. (mild) want to go shopping for music one fine day
5. oh yes. wait.

my mugging marathon is over yet not over since there is gce o levels but still, hahahahahahahahahahahahhaaaa. my last internet entertainment session was 3 weeks ago. other than that i either off the computer or clear email/download attachments/mug.

praise the Lord yeah

6. hahahaha bye.

11:17 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009
loose/leaf

i feel convicted of my crime of being a bad influence. for the past ?!?!?! years. if i ever influenced anyone at all -.- sounds degrading but argh.
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would you define 'finding chem notes' as mugging? it was almost all that i did while at home.
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JESUSJESUSJESUSJESUSJESUS 'oh sweet Lord!' they cried out.

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11:22 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

was looking through my archives. i published some drafted posts. one of these contained my dream, a really cool dream though i can't remember the details (but i remember it looked kinda cool so yeah):

"...dreaming of really weird stuff like the time i was dreaming that Cyclops was dead cause he dropped off from the sky due to some hanggliding/parachuting armchair problem into the Atlantic Ocean and in the dark blue depths where his corpse lie creatures of the deep, giant octopuses came and engulfed him. i tried to draw it out later but could not, anyway the tentacles are artistically disgusting."

actually i don't remember its the atlantic ocean. i think it was either artic/antartica. cause i think there was a blizzard in that dream. but well they all start with the letter A right. doesnt make much difference to a dream like this; maybe i dreamt that atlantic was the artic.

sorry for the grammar errors. maybe i was too excited when recalling the dream.

12:50 AM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

i've not been productive during the holidays. maybe i should be regretful about it but-argh-i think i was overanxious the past few days. really bad, its like i'm down with fever or something. or maybe it was my fluctuating hormones lol. horrible. waking up and immediately thinking 'oh no now eoys are coming i'm not prepared i shall do maths/chem/geog/phys/la/hcl oh no which one should i do?' is not a good feeling. not being able to sleep at night is not a good feeling.(flashback: Angela said to sleep well is a blessing. i finally see the light.)

finally i realised that i really need to get back to school to ask questions about maths maths maths. and physics. i forgot everything. why must things turn out this way ):

"four weeks felt like years"

i've known that for quite some time now, but now two weeks feel like two years. or two seconds. oh crap. two more weeks ): two more seconds. two more years. ):

blame it on everybody but me.

11:48 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009
the more i think about it,

if you do hear from me, i will be away. bon voyage.
i wanna stay away from company awhile! i'll be living on a island, but i'll have wireless access. my plane ticket is in my hand now. i look forward to its humid weather and i'll be prepared for the monsoon. (what monsoon?) i think its the northeast monsoon :D (did you remember correctly?) yes i think so (the winds will blow from north pole to south pole right?) hmmm. but the winds will only come in december.

you're highly questionable, aren't you.

oh life.

[i'm livin' in lucid dreams. aha yeah.]

11:10 PM

studying

is screwed. got almost very question wrong, didn't clarify alot of things, don't know where to begin revising; its so screwed.
damn it all. holidays are as stressed as school days (or maybe its just me). damn it all. damn it all damn it all damn it all.

6:35 PM